I wrote this poem a couple nights ago, so I can’t explain it as well as I could have then.  All I know is this is showing a very weak, vulnerable side of myself that no one/ next to no one has ever seen, or ever will see.

Drowning, I’m drowning
Ever so quick
There’s no going back now
I can’t prove them right, show them I’m weak
This dream was mine, a choice I made
But here it’s not worth it
I’m scared I’ll fail
And there it makes sense, crystal clear
I put on a strong face during the day
Let it crumble from tears at night
The stress and strain is too much
So I curl up in bed, let the tears fall
I cry myself to sleep, just like every other night


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